Why Are We Doing This?
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Why Are We Doing This?
A few days ago, I found myself in yet another meeting about costs.
We reviewed the same numbers we reviewed last month. We discussed what should have happened. What might happen next month. What we would do if it didn’t. Then we scheduled another meeting to revisit it all again.
To be clear, this isn’t criticism. It’s work. It’s necessary. It’s what keeps organizations running.
But somewhere in the middle of that conversation, I found myself asking a different question:
Why are we doing this?
Not the meeting. Not the budget. The whole thing.
Why do we constantly fill every empty space? Why do we answer emails at midnight? Why do we buy things we don’t need? Why do we feel guilty when we’re resting? Why does stillness make so many people uncomfortable?
The strange part is that most of us never consciously chose these behaviors. We inherited them. Some from our parents. Some from our culture. Some from economic systems. And some from instincts that were formed long before office buildings, smartphones, social media, or quarterly business reviews existed.
The Ancient Software
The more I think about it, the more I wonder how much of modern life is simply ancient survival wearing a different outfit.
Our ancestors stored food because winter was coming. We accumulate money, certifications, followers, possessions, and achievements for remarkably similar reasons. Not because we’re irrational. Because somewhere deep inside, scarcity still feels real.
The employee checking emails at midnight may believe they’re being responsible. But perhaps a much older instinct is whispering: "Don’t fall behind the tribe."
The person refreshing social media may think they’re looking for entertainment. But perhaps they’re searching for something more primitive: "Am I still connected?"
Even our obsession with productivity may have ancient roots. For thousands of years, contributing to the group increased the odds of protection, food, status, and belonging. Today, many of us continue proving our value long after our basic needs have been met.
“The environment changed. The software didn’t.”
What Evolutionary Psychology Tells Us
Neuroscientist Robert Sapolsky spent decades studying the stress response in primates and humans. His central finding: the human nervous system responds to psychological threats — a critical email, a missed call, a performance review — with the same physiological cascade it evolved for physical danger. Elevated cortisol. Elevated heart rate. Heightened vigilance. The system that kept our ancestors alive on the savanna runs continuously in the modern office. It was never designed to run continuously. And it has a cost.
Two Thinkers Who Saw This Coming
This idea isn’t new. Arthur Schopenhauer argued that human beings are driven by an endless force of wanting. We chase what we don’t have, only to discover that satisfaction is temporary and quickly replaced by a new desire. The moment of arrival is always shorter than the journey toward it.
More recently, Byung-Chul Han described modern society as a "performance society" — one in which individuals no longer need an external oppressor because they willingly push themselves toward constant productivity, optimization, and achievement. The most effective form of control, Han suggests, is the kind we internalize.
Byung-Chul Han, *The Burnout Society* (2010)
Han’s core argument: the shift from a disciplinary society (you must do this) to a performance society (you can do anything) doesn’t liberate — it exhausts. When the limit is removed, the self becomes both oppressor and oppressed. The result is a specific kind of fatigue that has no obvious source and no obvious remedy, because the person driving the machine and the machine are the same.
Their conclusions are different, but both point toward a similar observation: human beings rarely stop moving long enough to ask why they are moving in the first place.
What the Body Knows
Perhaps that’s why modern life can feel so exhausting. We’re carrying ancient instincts through environments they were never designed for.
The unread email. The missed call. The unanswered message. The feeling that we’re falling behind. Our bodies often react as though survival itself is at stake. And maybe that reaction made perfect sense once. Maybe it helped our ancestors stay alive.
But today, many of the threats we respond to are psychological rather than physical.
A notification is not a predator.
A delayed response is not exile.
Yet our nervous systems often struggle to tell the difference.
The Question Worth Sitting With
Maybe the real question isn’t whether our behavior makes sense. Maybe the real question is:
Which parts of ourselves are truly ours — and which parts are inherited survival strategies still running quietly in the background?
Awareness doesn’t solve everything. But it creates space. Space to choose. Space to pause. Space to question whether every urgency is truly urgent.
And sometimes, that pause becomes its own ritual.
Not a ritual of productivity. Not a ritual of optimization. A ritual of remembering that being alive and being busy are not the same thing.
A Practice, Not a Pause
The Ritual That Starts With a Question
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